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Absent minded in a soft isolation Nothing is taken, nothing is given. The repetitive ticking of the clock has forced me to give in For there is nothing left in my life- I am no longer driven. The strong have become powerless and the newborns have died The desolate cries of the world begin to collide As I sit in silence with a rope tied around my waist Just like the angels who've fallen from grace. The darkness becomes more distressed And although I would like to resist arrest I set myself up for my own collapse Tracing my life as I lay myself to rest Nothing but a book of maps.

My corrupted soul displays dark images of innocence Something I've always wished, but was absent in attendance Yet the magic of this soul can still make you swoon And make you think you've washed away memories that will come back all too soon This attachment tears at my mind and stabs at my heart Because I never want your heart to lay lifeless and torn apart The hurting aspect is something I'm all too familiar with That I have accepted, like hospice and the sick. My longing for humankind must be a fabricated story Because I am a hollow party who shall receive no glory So I am gifting you with this oh so treasured soul Because this

To this bottle your heart clings You talk and act like you're tied to strings Like you've lost all hope for better things Like you've lost your wings You've fallen too far from this height So share with me this moments' light Of tears of persistence No one has ever witnessed Loneliness is the disease Although comfort is not the cure Because illness is so much more When you're an escapee But, where'd you go? No one knows Inside your heart Holds maps never shown I know how you tear your heart out and throw it against walls It's been shot so many times; contradicting hopeless disguised cries So take the bullet

As these thoughts swirl inside my head As monsters growl from underneath my bed I pretend that I am only slightly dead Because no one ever knew The darkest part inside of me The poisoned air between the trees The words that never meant anything Because no one ever spoke Of things that scared me deep inside Of things that I have tried to hide Of fears that I was left behind Because no one ever saw Myself- falling out of place Myself- just taking up space Myself- never finishing the race Because no one ever thought They thought that I was stranded here Along with all my broken fears No understanding through my ears Because no